After Shave

The car engulfedaftershave

with waves of mulled citrus mist

warmed by your face watching mine

in the mirror from the hallway

as I lacquer on deep burgundy

candy apple lipstick

before the sun awakes early

April morning.

 

Memories of orange blossoms

permeating the night sky

on Route 66…

the beige top down on

the old black convertible with red leather seats

When I was eighteen and Steven French kissed me

behind Paradise Mountain

where the sheriff watched

with the gigantic flashlight

and I was told “good girls” never go

alone.

 

Underneath the auburn henna

graying hair peeks.

Longer jackets of fine silk smooth the hips

and lengthen the torso.

Longer skirts cover the knees.

 

And still…

 

I am overwhelmed by emotions

that smother my driving

North on the 605

with one whiff of warm mulled citrus

transferred from your face

to my sheerest pink silk blouse

during our dark, early morning embraces

that still make my knees week an hour later 

my heart pound.

Remembering again how it felt

to be wide-eyed, eighteen

and waiting for my prince.

Enveloped

feelings envelop mecats_sleeping_positions

in multiple shades of gray

all tangled with pleasure and pain

can’t seem to detach

your thoughts

your feelings from my own

our souls entangled

your dreams with mine

entwined imperceptibly

like bodies that have lain together

so many nights

they’ve memorized each other’s

curves and edges

as if by heart

never quite remembering

where one soul begins

where the other leaves off

 

All rights reserved.  ©1998 by Sara Fryd

 

Essence of Human Relationships

Ram Dass tells a story about a man rowing on a lake high in the mountains in fog so thick you can’t see your fingers unless you hold them right in front of your eyes.  While he is rowing, he runs into something, probably another boat.  He starts yelling loudly, “Watch where you’re going.  Can’t you see I’m rowing here?  You must be blind, you’re not paying any attention to where you’re going.”  No sound, except for his oars in the water.  No one arguing back, no name calling, nothing but silence.  Only the oars in the water in rhythm.  Soon the fog lifts and the man sees there is no one in the other boat; the one he collided with.  The other boat is empty just floating on the lake.  Ram Dass says “that’s the essence of all human relationships.”

Fierce

Disappear fear

Of unconscious feelings

Carried so long

So far, so deep

Toss them aside

In blue recycling containers

Like plastic bottles

I pick up hiking the glorious desert

So worshiped and adored.

For who would wish

To leave it messy

Messy outside

Like me inside?

Permit him joyous entry

Knowing I’ve been

Waiting for him too long

And I will share the real me

Open me, all of me

Then maybe

Maybe…

He won’t move on

All rights reserved.  ©2010 by Sara Fryd

Goodbye

 Thank yougoodbye

      for listening quietly

as you ate your lunch

letting me release

     all my hurt

my pain

       my anger

my broken dreams on you.

Like a rain storm

       in the desert

Yesterday…

I rained all over you.

 

All rights reserved.  ©2009 by Sara Fryd

Me, New & Improved

                                     Feelings…

                                                          like butterflies

                                                in spring

                                       are coming

                                             in all directions at once.

              An open bookbutterflies

      every nuance

          written on my face

                in my eyes.

Like seventh grade

           when every look

                 every boy

  crushed your ego, or

            broke your heart.

Has it been…                  

          so long

       since anyone

             touched me

that all my feelings…

                   are coming

           like butterflies

                              in spring

                                                in all directions

                                                          at once.

 

All rights reserved.  ©2009 by Sara Fryd

Mother of the Bride

It takes courage to stand tallmother of the bride

          when we feel our wounds so visible

          worried that all will witness our pain…

Courage and bravery…

          strength beyond words.

You present yourself with such grace

          with such dignity, head held high

          turning your face to the light

          letting the sun warm your soul

          knowing that you have…

God’s blessings at your finger tips.

For God lives next to a rose bush. 

Every prayer a new rose.

Every hurtful thought a thorn.

If we are willing…

          we replace our hurtful thoughts

          with thoughts of joy.

We can carry with us

          the strength of the thorn

          the beauty of the rose

And we are never, ever alone.

All rights reserved.  ©2009 by Sara Fryd

*Note:  Years ago I was invited to a friends wedding and advised in advance that the Mother of the Bride had recently been left for a younger women.  The Father was coming to his daughter’s wedding with his new bride.  I included this poem with a thank you note for inviting me.

My Friend a Daddy

Everyday, somewhere a child   my friend a daddy

          stares out a window

Waiting…

          for Dad to come home.

It doesn’t matter what kind of work he does

          (though a fireman or race car driver would be great).

It doesn’t matter how much money he makes

          (though getting a new bike is better than not).

It doesn’t matter how tall he is or what clothes he wears

          (though 501s and Nikes are cooler

          than Brooks Brothers and wing tips).

What matters is hearing the sound of him coming home

          his voice saying your great

          his hug keeping you safe

          his kiss on top of your head

          assuring you it will be okay.

Of all the words I’ll ever hear

          of all the folks I’ll ever meet

          of all the roads I’ll walk along

Nothing will ever make me feel as safe

          as important, as sure,

          as carrying my Daddy inside my heart

          next to my soul.

Where he can keep me safe whenever I need him to.

 

*for Nicholas J Baracco, Massepequa, NY

All rights reserved.  ©1996 by Sara Fryd

 

Some Men

Some mensome men

have a way of looking inside

finding the best you have to offer

then putting it on

the outside

for all the world  to see.

 

When you’ve been in their presence

you begin to feel beautiful

begin to experience a you,

you didn’t even know was possible.

All because…

Because, they took a little time

to see the soul

          waiting

                    wondering

just past the wrinkles.

 

All rights reserved.  ©2009 by Sara Fryd

Surgery

Not all operationssurgery

take place in hospitals.

Some men,

like surgeons

so deftly trespass

on your life

your body 

          your soul

and never even

            stay for dinner.

 

 

This marvelous response showed up in comments all the way from Cairns, Australia.  If you have missed the opportunity to read this wonderful author, click on her link.  She has the gift of childhood memories as if through a microscope.  Thank you Colleen! 

by Colleen DuBois Colleen in Cairns

How often we allow them
to dissect our innards
heart and soul
We place our faith in their hands

With feigned innocence and wonder
(as they have performed this procedure
many times before)
they push and they pull

Meanwhile we wince and grit our teeth
reluctanct to reveal the pain
that doubles
when we are left the bill!

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